Tuesday, May 16, 2023

The Art of Prepared Guitar, Volume 1 by Jeff Gburek on Ramble Records. May 19, 2023

 

                           The Art of Prepared Guitar began as a brain-child almost ten years ago. I'd mentioned it to Tom Carter who said, tell me when it comes out: so I'm telling him and now you too. It was supposed to be an album wherein I'd try to recap all the extended techniques, show essentially what's in the mojo bag, & track back through moments when I remembered first taking my eyes off the frets, when I started to play purely through sound and timbre. Initially I thought I would name my mentors in homage but at my age all the influences have been blended, boiled back down or up into genetic plasma from which each playing session recombines all the traits or strands into a novel structure negotiating the playing experience. The titles bear witness to the irony of daring to make those definitions or attributions. I would say that this album however bridges a space between those psychedelic music moments of noise guitar (Syd, Jimi, Kath), no wave, free jazz noise like Sonny Sharock, then Derek Bailey and Keith Rowe -- players who probably would never have appeared on the stage together but who regularly haunt me while playing. My resultant discoveries via prepared guitar did not speak of a purely abstract space though. I did feel the guitar becoming more modular as Keith observed, as I applied micro-cassettes and radios over the pick-ups, I noted that altering the guitar in various ways also revealed traces of more aboriginal music, ethers and archeological bleed. In essence, I became more of a receiver and relayer of energies via the guitar, the guitar was a listening device. In attempting to move into the future of the guitar or the post-guitar (as in the case of Kevin Drumm or Annette Krebs where the guitar became deconstructed and/or displaced into other electro-acoustic processes, if you will), I also discovered aspects of earlier ethnic music, blues and tonalities that hinted at other mysteries of acoustic resonance ecologies, bugs and ghosts in the machinations. The guitars come and the guitars go. I think sometimes the mermaids are within ears reach. Thanks to Michael for hosting my havoc.

Recorded in March 2023. 

Guitars: Ibanez (chrome blue), Hagstrom Viking, Höfner HCT-CS10. 

Amps: Vox Mini, Hartke Bass and... preparations!

A limited amount of free download codes are available for those fallen upon hard economic times and/or for those who would like to review the album. Just ask me via email

 

Soundscapes of Charleston, South Carolina, 2006 now posted on Bandcamp.

   These soundscapes of Charleston, South Carolina were recorded to SONY minidisc in 2006 with the ECM-MS907 (try not to laugh!). It was the infancy of my life as a field recordist. I did strange things back then. Hitting the pause button in the middle of a session? Resuming it later with no sense of continuity or seeming purpose? I suppose this was some kind of self-randomizing authorial/editorial function, since my aims back then were to resample sounds for the dance and theater projects.There was a way to make track marks within the tracks and skip around on the disc, put the snippet into the looper pedal then continue the live. By contrast, there are very long form captures here where you must wait for the drama to evolve. Some of it is pure crickets. Crickets as in peace and quiet. It's about 45 minutes of strange suburban calm with frogs and insects typical of the South Eastern coast of the USA that I have not heard in a long time. Enjoy with sweet tea. https://jeffgburekprojects.bandcamp.com/album/charleston-south-carolina-2006

Photo by Ephia Gburek, 2006
 

                     Notebook 2023:  Earth as communications manifold whose essence only appears when linear messaging models and binaries dissolve or become secondary.. Restoral of mythic anatomies. Clouds have meaning etc. A scale of planetary weight and balances that postulate niches of available elementary compositions. Ability to predict probablistic life forms and through artistic methods converse with futurological entities. Desire as an expandable modality of consciousness involving multiple species.


Thursday, April 20, 2023

"On the Sufism of Henry Corbin (1903-1978)" & "On Johnny Cash and Walking the Line"

 

  On the Sufism of Henry Corbin (1903-1978)
  
"Here let us pause, for it seems to us that with the symbol of Ibn ‘Arabi as disciple of Khidr we have reached the center which dominates the co-ordinates of our spiritual topography. Whatever name we may give to the disciple’s relationship with his personal invisible guide, the events it determines do not fall within quantitative physical time; they cannot be measured according to homogeneous, uniform units of time and chronology regulated by the movements of the stars; they find no place in the continuous chain of irreversible events. These events, to be sure, are enacted in time, but in a time that is peculiar to them, a discontinuous, qualitative, pure, psychic time, whose moments can be evaluated only according to their own measure, a measure which in every instance varies with their intensity. And this intensity measures a time in which the past remains present to the future, in which the future is already present to the past, just as the notes of a musical phrase, though played successively, nevertheless persist all together in the present and thus form a phrase. Hence the recurrences, the possible inversions, the synchronisms, incomprehensible in rational terms, beyond the reach of historical realism, but accessible to another “realism,” that of the subtile world, ‘alam al-mithal, which Suhrawardi called the “Middle Orient” of celestial Souls and whose organ is the “theophanic Imagination” that will concern us here."
     
          —CREATIVE IMAGINATION IN THE SUFISM OF IBN ‘ARABI
 
thanks to Nate Mackey for the citation (the follwing is comment 
that I typed beneath the poet's facebook post
 
most of the mystic traditions still applicable to our lives
normally deprecate time as being something overly bound to gross matter
slowness and the whole gnostic sludge argument
circulating through various degradations and corruption
hence to be avoided at all costs (and the costs are high)
new age versions of everything seem to dis temporality,
informing us about meditation retreats, timeless times,
and they insist on living in the eternal now (which, to a degree,
is very seductive wisdom, helpful for the healing body
since the sleeping body is in a pineal sanatorium
where all the body systems resurrect vitality
so this timeless sensation is not without merits.
but the hard question for the astrophysics of mind
demands some kind of coming to terms with time
and what it's variable tempi might mean cosmologically
and literally in our endeavors, so Corbin shows us
how Ismaili gnosticism was aware of relativity, parallel universes,
cyclical time, synchronicity, frame dragging
-- they didn't seem to name black holes and wormholes
and rabbit holes outright but the modal relations
between the prophetic figures seems to allow for
transitional signatures of a trans-human intelligence
that gathers evidence from textual paleontology
that eternity and time are not at odds with one another.
this I feel is related to the concept of truth and redemption,
the healing that comes from compassionate polylogue.
the greatest most convincing example of this came to me,
many years ago now, via the abbas kairostami film
rendered into english as "close-up"
where a truly compassionate glimpse of understanding
the motivations of a criminal fraudster
might come to the fore as being related to the unrealistic
expectations and contradictions of our social environments
 
read about Iranian film maker Kairostami here:

 
Henry Corbin was first brought to my attention by Charles Olson via some recommened
reading of the poet Jack Clarke (1933–1992) Corbin wrote extensively about various Sufi mystic philosophers and poets where divine forces were accesible through angelogy, a concept that
ran against the grain of orthodox Islam and was at times claimed to be heretical. Sufism however is the most syncretistic and through it's deep focus and uniting of ancient Greek philosophy with Arabic culture created a unique bridge and hybrid form of faith captivating both psychologists and poets.

  To speak with Earth meant always to meet the worms, exchange breaths with sediment, learn subsidence -- and how long the study? -- Ibn Al Jabr
 
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On Johnny Cash and Walking the Line 
 
for Karolina
 
the other day she asked me about the song line where Johnny Cash walks the line because June was his lady, his doll,  his madonna and whoever speaks, walks, talks as Johnny alone through jail cell back and forth or drunken, shiftless alley he alone can call June the lady of love promised by herself to him as mine, my love, and by walking the line it means to stay, you know, kind of straight but not as if he'd been crook'd but that anyone going straight would quit gambling, boozing, whoring, any and all wrong-doings that might compromise pure and courtly love etc.
 
and I said to my love, my lady, that the chiseled face of Johnny Cash, weathered by time and grey
and strong in "the man in black" days which were permanent, actually, for a character of such fate, to be strumming, stuck in Folsom prison (sometimes misptyped as Fulsome, as if abundant with the suffering incarcerated souls) that he wanted to get straight for his lady so that one day they might meet in the heaven they might have mutually believed in although I am not his nor anybody's biographer and do not possess articles about their faith
   
 and further more while walking amidst these birch and spruce perfectly delineated forest plantations
which seemed like a paradise for us those few days over Roman Easter 2023,
while meditating on how each tree has its own perfect warp, twist and lean, a straightness never quite straight, never parallel, this corridor (depicted in the photo) seemed to me a ski slope straight and narrow to the Angel of willowy light, at the end of any tunnel of terror darkness and existential harrowing of meaningless (dante!, always rendering the forest as dark!) should end in the light of this kind that would be like a vision of beatrice which dante had before being obliterated into particles of light swerving endlessly from star to star in the unmeasurable bodiless god body
  
  so it occured me that she asked about a song and a line and bruce chatwin's songlines jumped into my head as a recounting of the aboriginal walking song paths of our australian ancestors and to walk here now perhaps was connected to another earth within this earth when all earth was one land mass
and that this path is the very one for us in eternal aboriginal now of the wholeness of geological time
 


Rogoziniec Forest, Poland


 
   and as by divine faithless synchronicity I found by chance 
flipping through a book we'd been reading the following passage:

   "The ley lines, the straight-line roads symbolize spirit travel, journeying into the otherworld of the spirits, of the ancestors, which can be seen in shamanic terms as simply another level or dimension of the physical landscape."
-- Paul Devereux,
cited in Breaking Open The Head by Daniel Pinchbeck

Some field recordings from our trip to Rogoziniec (birds)
 
 
 come to understand that the majesty of that Beloved is like the sun 
 that can be seen reflected in a mirror. yet, 
whoever looks into that mirror
 will also behold his or her own image.
 if Simorgh (thirty birds) unveils its face to you, you will find
that all the birds, be they thrity or more
are but the shadows cast by that unveiling
what shadow is ever sperated from it's Maker?
Do you see? The shadow and it's maker are one and the same
so, get over the surfaces, delve into the mysteries!
 
 
 







Thursday, April 6, 2023

new album! four inexplicable cuts & two new poems read aloud in the field

 

 
FOUR INEXPLICABLE CUTS: discovered a few months ago on my hard-drive. Untitled tracks that I re-titled INEXPLICABLE because I could not remember what inspired them nor exactly when they were composed (definitely between 2021-2022 because field recordings traceable to my travels in Krakow, Slovakia, Romania, Bulgaria in those years appear in the audio). Nor could I understand why I never included them on any recent album. Some of the endings were indeed uncertain and not quite consumated. I spent some hours doctoring that. After further reflection on the pieces, I started to feel the themes and psychic content that evolved during the compositional process. They represent reconstruction, conservation, preparation, the re-composition of fate and a sense of the future of Eastern Europe where I live out the repercussions of an on-going shooting war. How can I re-imagine my most immediate world in sound, I thought, as the first step in understanding how to live here, bring art and life together in such iterations. There are no answers on the rational side but on the inside there are imaginations and mappings. Intuitively, biologically, the works shaped themselves. Instrumentation: field recordings, zither, microcassette dictaphones, shortwave radio, microfreak synthesizer, paper, sea-shells, pine cones, bulgarian goat bell, electro-acoustic berimbau (self-made), acoustic guitar, metal salad bowls, cymbal, brazilian tamborim, guitar pick-up, contact microphones, radar antenna.
Rounding out this album are two further Inexplicable items: Poems written quickly and recorded where they were written in the park in Sołacz in Poznan. Enjoy the tracks, share widely and please support, if you are able.
 
 -- LEFT ALONE --
YOU SHALL BE CALLED A TITLE
WEEPING IN THE HANDS OF THE FORGIVEN
FOLDING THEIR LAUNDRY
BEFORE PUTTING IT IN THE HAS-BEEN BIN
YOU SHALL BE OPULENT SWEET FRUCTIOUS ZERO
GOLDEN EXUDING AURA OF ETERNAL SPRING
MUMBLED IN WINTRY PINEAL SLEEP
AU STANDING FOR CHEMICAL GOLD
RA RANTING RAYS OF INVISIBLE SUN
SENDING ERRATIC PERIODIC PLASMIC BLASTS
OF GEOMAGNETIC BLISS STORMS
TO ENTANGLE QUANTICALLY ALL PLANETS
WITHIN ELECTRO-METRICAL EARSHOT
DOWN TO THE LAST ERODING PEBBLE
AND STRAY LEGGINGS OF FOSSIL DUST-MITE
YOU TOUCHING ALL SHALL REMAIN UNTOUCHED
UNSCATHED LOANED INTO EVERYTHING
UNREVEALED UNTIL EACH AND EVERYONE
DAWNS UPON AND LOOKS WITHIN
THE OPEN ALCHEMICAL OVEN
OF THEIR OWN FACE RADIANTLY PERFECT
EXTENDING EVEN BEYOND BODILY FRINGES
OF THE PAGE TURNING PERSONAL SLEEP
IN THE CAROUSEL OF BEAUTIIFUL PEOPLE OF EVERY SPECIES
IN GREAT LAUGHTER OF LOVE AWOKEN
CODA (UNSPOKEN)
CRYSTAL FRACTIOUS ON THE DEVILLED PRECIPICE
YOU SHALL LEAP UP INTO THE LEAPER
AS LOVING DEATH BREATHING STILLNESS
PLANETARY EGG VOID OCEAN-SLAPPED
BOUNDLESS SHINING SILENCE
jEFFgburek april 2023 
 
si senta per orrechio qui la voce ed acqua 
https://soundcloud.com/jeff-gburek/left-alone

--MANICHEAN MACHINE GUN --
HOUSE WHERE THE DRONES LIVE
COOPED UP AVERAGES
WANTING TO SPILL GUTS
SLALOM ECONOMIES
FALSE FLAG VAGABOND CURRENCIES
INFLATRONS IN THE WATER
THEY INVEST IN PROPAGANDA AGAINST ALIENS
WHICH INSISTS ALIENS DON'T EXIST
THAT IT'S A DEAD MATTER COSMOS
THAT YOU'RE NOT TREADING ON ANY OTHER'S LAWN
BUT THEY GOT IT ALL WRONG 
THEY TELL YOU THE TRUTH BACKWARDS
DULL-WITTED HUMAN WOODPECKER
YOU, DRIVEN BY LEMURIAN CORDYCEPS
SELENITE MYCELIUM
YOUR BUILDINGS AND ASPHALTS
TARMACKS AND RAIL TIES LAID
ONLY TO OFF-SET & SHEILD
EARTH'S GREAT HEART
FROM THE COMING ASTEROID BLOW
AIMED AT YOU, HUMAN MANGLER,
MISTREATER OF BROTHER SISTERS
ASTEROID TANTALUS
YESTERDAY PEAKED
TOMORROW TO CRUSH
HUMAN EXTRACTIVE ENTERPRISE
TO DUST BUT DON'T CRY
DON'T CRY ABOUT LOST ART
EVEN IF IT ALONE TAUGHT YOU
WHAT YOU SHOULD VALUE
ABOVE BELOW WITHIN
ALL ELSE
 
 

 

REGARDING WITH EARS AND MIND: Nothingness, ou​.​.​. O Vento (GCSA 55) by George Christian

 

 
 Shortly into the first track of this new album by George Christian, my ears really stood up at attention because that one modulation was like a step up, through a mountain pass, a kind of Balboan or Magellanic discovery moment, where I could suddenly see the previously unseen, via unknown modulation. And the whistle and the pauses. Sudden potentiating silences. It's George's sound but something else. O Vento is the song.
It's a traditional song, George tells me later. "Thanks to Caymmi, indeed. I respected his original intention as best as possible. The real difference between his version and mine is the guitar arrangement."
 
The new album runs a gamut. I've been wanting to speak more with him and you all about this deeper folkloric level in the work which appeals to me immensely and really comes into pirmo piano here -- I feel something very aboriginal emerging there and when the playing relaxes into the slow-paced acoustic space it lingers and mingles with some hackle hairs in the back of my geological memory mind also -- really nice to feel the woodiness of the guitar -- the resonant ping of strings slightly sitar-ical, it's a sound that evolves from the hollows of trees where brid's nests weave --
 
"I have been dealing with this aboriginal factor in my guitar sound since I became very conscious about the indigenous influence in the Moda de Viola or in the Northeastern Repente. Somehow the fact of the increasing exploration of percussivity in my sound made my guitar even more African. So, I can tell you that this is a way to tell you my guitar might be from the urban seaside of the city, but aims to tell stories that are also talking from the roots of the countryside."
 
I think I'd always felt this spirit emerging from this acoustic instrument and his sense of how it belongs there, connected to the playa and the trees, although sometimes he gets get crazy with swampy reverb, delays or accompaniment where the guitar is lost inside a participatory dionysian joy, the guitar tossed on waves of a greater musical frenzy -- and there is a bit of that later in this album too -- a few longish polyinstrumental freakouts I have not been able to analyze carefully -- for lack of time. But overall it's the earthiness of the guitar breathing resonance and old stories and ghost voices that on this last record now hits home, or finds its home inside me, at minimum.
 
Also on my mind recently is the album George made with Michael Sill which I've been wanting to write about but this recommendation will have to suffice -- these works are filled with a global dynamics -- folklore in the quantum space-age -- ecological evocations -- aspirations to earthly energies -- africa, brazil, australia, india -- the sounds are earthy and all about roots or routes -- when I can smell some palo santo --- sandalwood -- rare and precious things -- I appreciate this unadorned presencing of naked growing undetermined essences --
 
While Europe is obsessed with technology, commerce and war, it' a relief. Enough of my babble. Listen for yourself

 

Wednesday, March 29, 2023

EXTREMOPHILES : Jeff Gburek & John Palumbo. Full Length Album! Featuring Ilaria Boffa reading her poem "Il Valore di Ogni Cosa"

 Somewhere between jazzy drum & bass trance and efnodelic, which is a buzz word I just made up: suitable to the beat poetics informing our take on trance dub. and oh there is voice & poetry by our friend Ilaria Boffa who some of you may know.This is Extremophiles, the first full length album. 

 https://jeffgburekprojects.bandcamp.com/album/extremophiles-merging-matter

 

 
 
"Merging Matter" is the follow-up album based on the Extremophiles EP called "First Batch". We could have called it First Batch Plus but decided not to carry one track over, so the first EP stands as a unique publication. Plus: we are really "merging matters" here. We've extended our sonic pallette: more acoustic, electroacoustic percussion, found sounds & field recordings. We include a very special re-working of a piece initally begun as a collaboration between Jeff Gburek and Italian poet Ilaria Boffa, "The Value of Everything" (heard in Italian, in her own voice) with added kicks, embellishments and mix by John Palumbo. Find the poem below in the About this Album section. Enjoy, comment, support, spread the word.
 
Cover image by Jeff Gburek. Script by John Palumbo.

Quando il vento soffia
impetuoso sui campi di grano
colonie di gruccioni volteggiano
dentro e fuori le chiome.
In alto e in basso
riorganizzano lo spazio aereo
.
Tecnica cut-up
di traiettorie intermittenti.
Il valore di guardarne
il cambio di passo
su ogni foglia curvata.
Scorgere i buchi dei nidi.
Il valore di vivere la vita
piegata a metà.
Due testi lineari affiancati
e incapaci di
ripristinare il significato.
Il valore di stare
fermi, in attesa.
Il valore di ogni cosa.

--Ilaria Boffa

When the wind blows
wild on wheat fields
colonies of bee-eaters twirl
in and out the canopies.
Up and down they
rearrange air space.
A cut up technique
of intermittent trajectories.
The value of watching
their change of pace
on each leaf bent.
Catching sight of nest holes.
The value of living life
folded in half.
Two linear texts juxtaposed
and unequipped for
restoring meaning.
The value of standing
still, on hold.
The value of everything.
-- Ilaria Boffa
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Thursday, March 9, 2023

Poems written from Solstice 2022 and through January 2023 in the order of of their appearance in notebooks or facebook posts (on the road to some final form in the sand)

 


"I am pulled as rivers are
towards the end of something
something expanding like an Asia"
-- Hölderlin
 
 
--- itinerant inneries -- and "infinitesimal" -- so it happens anywhere (in any room at any time), 
always happening everywhere, you can't even keep up with that speeffle, it's the fastness of what's still faster than light blowing muons through us from whatever multiple big bangs might still be out there ready to happen haploid -- you, in the middle of some nowhere thousands of digitally scattered star-points in space in a debate with your cat about whose eyes are more diamond
wake up in the deaerths of our bowls
from meridian to meridian strung out clotheslines
of the gypsy camp on the outskirts in the minus 6 centrigrade
starched as in frozen -- a line of reverential poetry --
    a prose fractal on the recursion regarding space-time not having any gallilean 
(used to be "archimedean") point but to gather information as pursuant to all point potential in any possible universes expanding neuroplasticity
 
*
 
 
 
 
Fate-full Hour (Solstice, 2022)
 
"It is always difficult to come out from wherever we are
into this space that we share with one another."
-- Cecilia Vicuña

Just as simple as putting down the pen
or hanging a chandelier, I suppose.
Then there's always the thought: does she want me
to kiss her or does she just want me to want to
and does she really mind my being here
or really not being here at all.
Is being inside being at home?
When do we get home?
 
With #Olson you are always creating whole
worlds and societies in which you wind up cutting
your own hole in the ice. Or cutting out whole figures
in paper to paste into a book of collage works
where each page is continental drift itself.
Language as evagination.
 
What about being heard? While in the forest,
it's enough to listen. Tinny voice of somebody
on cell phone messaging service.
That sliver of voice in the distance, broken
Each of us in our own emergency.
 
Or let it be said now: the game is over.
Won or lost. The ball as it bounces,
into some other court entirely.
Why (utter) even these indulgences
but for some pain lingering
to be gently sent down stream.
If one can get to the edge,
close enough, that paper boat...
 
Then there are the cleaning people. At night
when you are out of the office. Removing the detritus,
the stuff we scratch off ourselves, the scraps
of our habitus, collected towards another heave.
Leaving us in our ghostly calm.
 
Or as in your poem, where happiness happens,
with the imperative need to undress.
If there were any bottom to this.
 
I triumph not over my incoherence. Or perhaps there is more
to incoherence than what I gather up, absorb...
Why don't I just let myself be? And among.
 
Looking at the hour, the round of the clock,
what is coming around the side of that fixture in our lives.
Have we darkness enough? Have we passed through
to the other side? We mount
the stairs again. We ascend.
 
Crossing the threshold, we turn to
look at one another. The skylight window
is open, fresh with rushing noise.
Simple as that.
 
 (21+/-22)/12/2022
-- who can describe the calculus of time?
 
 *
 
 
Dec. 24, 2022
 
"...the double-drum of dual insight,
is where the energy of time finds us..."
  -- Stephen Ellis
 
what branches were there supposed to be in the forrest
other than those that found you there
 
 the wings within your feet
as they fan the corridors
damp with petrichor, musk
that plenty which seems before value
scattered and nearly unknown
 
and then, skipping ahead, across gravel,
seated on the lichened stump...
   when i try to scribble ideas from dream-dark webs of glimpsed authenticity, I grope about working in multiple dimensions... text is really slow but even sound is slower than light, lighght gathers more slowly in sound files on-line -- light must be really slow on some other scale -- so what's the other ultravibrational frequency -- what medium can carry this dimensional amalgam? it's not language or maths -- what bees honey the dome to make it all happen? it's beneath out feet and higher than any sky -- opening to newborn on high as below --
 
*
 
There is a justice in this forest these words cannot touch

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Jan 2, 2023
 
sky above sky
in the cloud down layers
where the undead drift
letting it go, just like that
memory knot of stars
clustered in this nobody grip
by the dreaming for everything
high necked spruce branches
in the canopy clatter and giggle almost
mallards or maybe geese hoot
cutting cuneiform v and w
in tablet of nearly blue now
sun gone into other Sundays
around the globe in the future
mirrored Monday imagines the poem
and those late bloomer gunpowder blasts
enter like ghosts on the scene
unpredictable as memory itself
bygones becoming presages
events offering to unfold
enough to finish without
 
  an unseasonably warm woodsy walk
 
 

Jan 3, 2023, later

the owing gets owned
when passing the buck
because there is no reality
superior to existence
each king rules on one throne, alone
as in chess, one square at a time
& only pawns can become queens (?)
if they cross the border
staying in the same iffy game
patiently arriving where we need to be
while mushroom caps push up
through the remnants of the universal veil
seemingly from anywhere in their
invisibly growing fuzzy filamental network
gridly in it's own warped ways
unforeseen, unannounced
harbinger of the future quantum field.
Is there any being right in being wrong? I wonder.
Correct me if I'm right
 
*
 
Jan 3, 2023
 
 UNKNOWN FISHES IMMORTAL HYPHAE
 
 looking under looking into looking over
 
*
 
Jan4/5, 2023
 
 
butterfly effect is written on air.
mycelial and beetle sigils inscribed
chemically willy-nilly on the cambium level
subcutaneous, as for trees
whereas painting applies to surfaces
and most early sophist-icated writing
systems gouge in clay or scratch on stone
later on skins in pigments, papyrus, scalps of wood
all across the eurasian transversal anyway
while in china there were scrolls
hmm... dried fabrics, dry wood... paper...
writing was born of black blood, purple, aluminum
molten lead, gold, whatever from the alembic spills
volcanically to the gravitational constant
slow life slower than slow life
gyring or conspiring to gyre
down as up

by the time there was a walter benjamin there was the ink from which she was born
 
*
 
 
Jan 6/7, 2023
 
after many aeons unspoken abiding still
fettered to cacophony of identity
access to whatever splattered excess of trance
to die of beckett or benjamin's cast
for any writer who will not meander
nothing will push the pen or tickle the heavy keys
coldly tethered to everyday reveries
within which the catches of the salmon revive
occasionally pawing them bearly upstream
spawning demeter's vaster daughters
pushing them in prom or pram
wedding them to walnuts and thyme
ever so forlorn in the keatsian clover agrovelin
abt some syllabary of the codex actuelle
to discover old knots of quippo
hanging from heaven up under amazon's armpits
throughout the canopy of mind
& be still the sap from the knotty pine
accelerando ed agglutinando
sowing circadian seeds, fragments
spores of the universal veil
 
*
 
Jan 8, 2023
 
 
Existence being daily
while nightly alone for some
poetry dateless awake into the sleep
on either side, draws death up
like a blanket that folk wisdom
wanted to cast away
with the brittle margin of seas clinging
and the pull of the tide
Cannot escape momentum
The entropic engine
Our life pushes up the invisible
Mountain born of the slide
 
*
 It either speaks to deity or nature about the shared nature (occult science of common sense) or it speaks to the shared creators of a language in process of creating itself but it never speaks while not trying to seduce one to believe in things inexplicable that support everything you want to call reality but cannot grasp in one take. It never speaks of one being alone. It creates a sense of wholeness or a sense of gentle fragmentation that upholds the various nets of existence. Speaking about it without becoming it never happens in anyway that makes you feel outside of the truth it unites you with or reminds you about never having left. In school they taught us merely the alphabet and solfeggio. We learn the rest by ourselves for ourselves. It is a gift.
 
*
  
just shy of physical value
the particle cloud
a portal
a castle
no singular path
for the thinker
to enter
and the dancer
still has to
dance around
until viewers
become the cloud
just shy
of physical value
 
*
poem in the form of a comment
 
how many listeners do you need until you get one real listener. same for the readers. if it amounts to how many previews you make before publishing, you are still only thinking algorithmically about rates of reflection and refraction that may have nothing at all to do with what is actually miraculous about all creation. even if it's all random (life, cosmos, existence) you got sucked inside. who can account for this to some degree merits consideration. wandering jewel of stars
 
*
 
 I want to be a poem. What do I have to do? 
Seek to be written by a poet. Just pretend you are a poem and go to a poetry reading. 
Mingle and stand apart. Dress like a flower. Play dead. Be very rational around drunken people. 
Wash in the blood of the lamb. Take the meds. Jump into a taxi and say I am a poem, just take me anywhere. Absorb everything. Express everything. Ask all the right questions at the wrong time. 
Be incorrigible, truthful, sincere. But first of all, tend to be misunderstood. 
With a smile. Poker-faced. Sad and non-chalante about it all. 
As if you didn' really want to really be a poem.