Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Rest in Poetry & Remain in Light: Alice Notley (1945-2025)

   Below you will find a poem that Alice Notley sent to me a few years ago when I was in the process of gathering material for a new journal that never got past experimental stagings. For the moment, I'm too shattered to say anything more than to put these few momentoes together. One of the poets I've read my whole lifetime and who always surprised and often confused me and tested every known and unknown boundary (see poem below for instance). You have to hear one of her poetry recitals from the last few years to get the whole picture of how she bridged into shamanism and declaimed verses with true bardic intensity and bubbling cauldron of mind. In our correspondence we talked a lot about dreams, lucid dreams, premonitions and clairvoyance as poetic resource. 

Many will miss her and my condolences to Anselm & Edmund Berrigan and the extended family. 

  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_Notley




          You are          human                   Shat-
        in-between bodies of                tered Dawn
       this life. All the files seem to be ruptured, good. The
      light, magenta and yellow won't cohere I can't remember
   . . . the name of what I was calling these almost unstable isles
                        previously, sometimes cubicles, floating but
                        there are no strict geometric forms, here in
                       reality. Or lines of swastikas or star shapes
                      are you washed in the blood enough yet. You great
                     big beautiful doll, faceless and free. Accusations tre
                  mble, maybe you face fuckup. In transition winds
               where cubicle crumbles. I know some people are dying. I break off
           pieces. The room doesn't have to beg you not to leave it expands to
        be big enough for your souls expands within and keeps
       'we want you to know us a                                       going
       gain' is being said. You nev
      er know who you'll bump in
     to the white doves coo and crows
       caw soft as
         ghost caws
                                                                                calling me
                   I                                                        what you all
               call here                                            made. You defend it
            beckoning                                         beyond a medical report
           with air. How                                      because you like waking
           are you Pretty.                                 up, really. Another of lily
      Words don't sti                                   he said Lily died last night
       ck together she be                          did he I didn't write it down
    speaks somehow say                             I can touch your centur
   ing. We can float. I once                             ies here in an instant
  dreamed I flew with Uncle                            holding it's the holdin
 Taylor high high above the earth                      g that makes us souls
higher than an airplane or any                        O you're a strange god
thing next to wispy clouds would                   I go there still into the
you like to see my heart? Is it                       beloved action. Have you
broken she says. It stopped bleed               always? I don't know. I
 ing. Be that I can carry and now I'm         don't know if anything stops
  Hold the holder the gravity that             Human suffering, though, is
 is known as the expanse of Death.          only one example of the
 I am carrying you to freedom                    cosmos. Everyone has al
  Are you the old man? I am the good          ways been free but a
 The part they don't get, is how it is d           fraid to choose freedom
  on't understand. Because from                   I hold you free you keep
    Point Zero there are no Ways.                  choosing the pressure of
    Like music can be any way. I               bodies. I chose as a human
      know she says Keep me com           to slip through the micro-hole
     fortable. I'm trying. You'll ne             into the other mode I am as
    ver leave. I always come back.      everywhere. It is a beautiful day
  Where will your head be. I have       in the lace. grace palace. Your
  heads everywhere. And me? You'll    face is pretty and shining again
  sort of have them everywhere too.         (real words)

-- Alice Notley

        

        Here's Alice reading from the book she gave to me in Paris in 2017 (picture below)

https://alicenotley.bandcamp.com/album/alice-notley-live-in-seattle 

  This is a link to a whittled down version of the 2017 interview I did with Alice and which was produced by Marjorie Van Halteren.The longer discussion is worth hearing and I will try to post that as soon as I find it in my archives. But I think it's 3 hours!

https://exchange.prx.org/pieces/316593?m=false 

 "What we need to do is explain to people that difficulty isn’t difficult."

               -- from the Paris Review interview 2024 

 https://www.theparisreview.org/interviews/8263/the-art-of-poetry-no-116-alice-notley

 

Photo by Marjorie Van Halteren


 

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